Just one of those days….

Dirty TMI post warning:

 

I have decided that upon occasion I am far too horny of a girl. This horny is not caused by a lack of satisfaction. There are factors I believe that are involved. Let me explain. 

I currently have a house full of kids and a smokin hot boyfriend with the day off. I am pretty sure that alone makes my panties wet. I look over and see him engrossed in homework and literally wanna tear off my clothes and shove naughty lady parts in his face. This is obviously prevented by the fact that there are almost half a dozen kids here. 

Conversations and pictures on facebook. In the current planning for another photoshoot for this summer with my favorite photographer, and the inclusion of one sexy boy toy, I am “researching” picture options. The current idea is 1920’s P.I. and damsel in distress. Couple pictures just make me crazy! 

It also doesn’t help that a facebook friend referenced my naughty baseball story, and the musical balls (naughty toys). Makes me want to break mine out, and just walk around all day feeling super naughty. 

I am just a giant ball of hormones and crazy right now! This will be my outlet currently. Just for sanities sake I will stay away from the website extreme restraints as it makes me want to buy naughty toys. I will stay away from previously written naughty by yours truly as my stuff is hot and makes me hot too. Sigh. I am a naughty naughty girl.  (insert angelic face and naughty eye wink here) 

Sadly for you the reader, this post is about nothing but my ability to not get laid right this second. Because in my current state a quickie will not suffice. Oh no it won’t. This mess of intensity will have to wait to be satiated until bedtime. Because it is gonna be a long night. Any ladies who read this and have ever been vexed like this can relate. It happens sometimes that it is just far too intense to be caged or easily dealt with. So for today, torture is the prescription, followed by an evening dose and ecstasy. 

Hope you all get the same.

Patiently waiting for relief, yours always,

Lady X

 

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Just a taste

. I haven’t been on in a while. I drove away in my moms car with my iPad and cell phone on the roof. Never to be found again. Since my primary place to write was from my iPad I figured that I would take a break from here while preparing for my upcoming boudoir session. Well this past Saturday was my session. It was amazing and epic and I would do it again in a heartbeat. That being said here is a taste since my photographer still has all the images. This was the morsel that he gave me. Enjoy!

Love Tiarra
aka
Lady X

Now it’s just me

So I have been thinking about my anonymity on here. My lack of name, my code names for everyone (except my Joe)

I’m done.

This is my blog. My life and I’m proud to be me and share it.

My name is Tiarra. I have three crazy girls and I’m divorced and I’m crazy. I have tattoos and body piercings. I talk to my kids like they are grown because I don’t want them to be babies. Im not stealing their childhood. I’m just teaching them life isn’t easy as an adult and that they should be kids.

My girls are my world right now. I know someday they will grow and leave me. So in an effort to make sure I’m not codependent on them I don’t call them when they are with their dad. I let them have that time. I’m okay to be alone in this apartment and just veg.

I’m in love. Crazy in love. I think about him all the time, and he was the first person on my blog not to be given a different name. I couldn’t. Because he’s my Joe. I don’t want to call him anything else.

Im naughty. I think it is caused by years of repression in the realm of attention and sex. I love it. When I’m slightly bruised and sore the next day And I know why, I smile. I don’t care if it’s weird.

The most important thing I have learned since I started this blog 2 years ago?

I finally know who I am. I’m geeky, and nerdy. I love comic books, and super heroes, and I play video games. I would play classic dungeon and dragons if I had it. I love my dark hair, my tattoos and my art.

I’m a poet, a painter, a writer and a photographer.

Most of all I’m loved. Loe by family and friends and most of all by God. He’s pulled me out of some stuff. He understands me.

So what was this post for? Well today, as I prepare for my boudior portrait session in September where I will get to replace my destroyed pictures from when I was married, I get to be me, I get to be daring and sexy and geeky and fun and I am doing it just for me. Not for anyone else.

I thought about the why, I have figured out the how and the date is set. And it all leads up to my tattoo that is on my arm so I can see it everyday.

I am just me, and I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.

All my love,
Tiarra aka Lady X

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