So daylight savings time, and work have ruined my sleep schedule. I am awake and I have so much to do tomorrow that it is quite ridiculous. Instead I am here, typing absurdities as I lie awake. My bed covered in almost all of my children. This is my own fault. Sickness let me sleep till 1:30pm yesterday so I am sure that has something to do with it. But it is far too late for me to take anything for it now. Sigh. So the late night rantings will continue.

For instance,(graphic and sexual content to follow) self gratification does not make me sleepy. So the hot bath and erotic solo bathtub action was unsuccessful in helping me feel sleepy. In fact, now I am hungry.

And as far as food goes, I don’t need to eat anything this late either. Just another bit of unhappiness at being awake, I’m hungry yet I don’t need to eat. Though now that I think about it, popcorn at the movies with my brother was my dinner. I may have skipped a few meals today. Oops.

I know better than to skip food, now I have a headache and I can’t sleep and I hate everything. I feel like Lara croft in the first movie, when her house was all shot up, and the ups guy was looking around, and she says, “I just woke up this morning and I hated everything.” that’s me right now.

Sleepy, hungry, lonely, disgrunteled. Sigh, I’m a hot mess. Nothing to do but wait till exhaustion claims me. Tomorrow is a red bull day.

Dream sweet dreams, hot dreams, possibly illicit dreams. But do dream and dream big.

Love always,
Lady X

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