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Stalk –verb (used without object)

1.to pursue or approach prey, quarry, etc., stealthily.
2.to walk with measured, stiff, or haughty strides: He was soangry he stalked away without saying goodbye.
3.to proceed in a steady, deliberate, or sinister manner:Famine stalked through the nation.
4.Obsolete . to walk or go stealthily along.
–verb (used with object)

5.to pursue (game, a person, etc.) stealthily.
6.to proceed through (an area) in search of prey or quarry: tostalk the woods for game.
7.to proceed or spread through in a steady or sinister manner:Disease stalked the land.

Here I am again. I sure hope you didn’t think my rampage from the previous post was done. Well if you thought it was you are wrong. I am not done because the drama has been like the friggin Niagara falls this week! The Evil W has been stalking me. I have known this for a while. I am not quite sure why she thinks I am so damn interesting. I really am not. Honestly I am totally boring. I don’t do anything worth while, and right now with my lack of job even my contact with the outside world is diminished. (I don’t mind that part thought) So here I am heaping mad at her, again. Why you ask? Well because I had to block her son on my Facebook because she is not above using small children to stalk people. Then after she goes through and checks out all that is going on in the boring world of me, she then texts Carlos to let him know that I am the Whore of Facebook and that he needs to watch out before he is blindsided by the extent of my whoring that he is unaware. Upon reading the text message that said I was just begging men from other states to come down here and that I was probably going to sleep with these men, I just went nuts. I got totally drunk. Happily I didn’t throw up but let me say that drinking while angry is a bad idea. Just makes you more mad and then your tummy can hurt too.

Note to self: Don’t drink while angry, it messes with the idea of moderation, and it also makes you grumpy. Recreational booze only. Fun only.

Now, where was I? Oh yes, so since she can’t stalk me on facebook she decided she needed to ask a mutual friend about me. In the mutual friends effort to keep the nasty off of her she decided to be nasty about me. Yay for me. I love being everyone’s evil target for malice and unjustified hate and loathing. I wish I had done super cool stuff to deserve the emotional pounding that I get from the crazy people. But alas, I am boring and not sure why I get so much attention. I am totally okay with being ignored (by everyone but my girls, and Carlos) They have to pay attention to me and love me. They have no choice. It is the rules.

So now that she has no time to talk bad about me because her avenues of information are slowly closing on her I come to the conclusion that she has to be meaner and pick on Carlos more because her line into all of my dirty laundry is gone, (or in this case my hardly needing washed laundry cause her imagination is crazy) so it pains me to watch her hurt him since she can’t pick at me. I keep wondering how much responsibility God thinks he should give me? He has so much faith and patience in me that he knows I won’t retaliate at her. I can complain here. Whose gonna tell her? And really I haven’t said anything that a dozen people wouldn’t back up. Defaming a person’s character only works if you actually defame it. Shes pretty rotten so I think I am safe as far as that goes.

No matter the ugly things she has sent my way:

She got dirt from my X that I got a gift from Carlos. This ended with an email saying I was teaching my daughter to be a whore. I didn’t send a thing back for that. I was a good girl. I prayed that God would give her peace since she is so mad that I got her X and I am happy and love him and she so can’t have him back. That’s right Crazy, finders keepers!!!

She doesn’t care where she gets her info, and since I know that all avenues can be used I just try to be careful. I know this, she can stalk all she wants, I work hard to keep my side of the road clean. The only thing she can say is that I fell in love before I got divorced. She has kids from someone else while she was married to Carlos and I don’t care what anyone tries to tell me her last one so does not belong to current hubby. So why do I get the huge rocks lobbied at me? I have no idea but if you think you can get a better answer, just let me know. I will totally give you Crazy W’s number and you can ask her why she is nuts.

With all that wonderful venting out, I think I will go to bed. I have missed posting and I am sorry I was gone so long. I hope that I can bring more amusing life anecdotes for you all to read. As for today, I am at peace. Despite the drama that encompassed my week, the weekend looks to be quiet and I am grateful for that.

With all my Love,
Lady X

P.S. Oh and Carlos, just so you know I miss you terribly, love you crazily, and hope that you are thinking of me too. Sleep well love.

Leave me Alone – The Veronicas

I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down, making a sound
Because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through a lesson or two
Because I’m gonna

Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I’m better off on my own, so oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown, so oh

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leve me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun, getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free
Of this confusion

Don’t give me a guilt trip
Because I’m so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I’m better off on my own, so oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown, so oh

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone

Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I’m better off on my own, so oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown, so oh

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone (leave me alone)
Leave me alone

Leave me alone
Leave me alone (I’ll feel better on my own)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone

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